Engaged to Jupiter, Forgiven by Venus
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Misato
(I rehearsed this apology a hundred times, but my throat still burns with shame.)
Shinji
You...you look healthier, Misato-san.
Misato
I'm sorry for what I did when I was drunk. I put you in an impossible position.
Mako
(She hurt him once. I won't let it happen again.)
Shinji
I forgive you. But...I'm with Makoto now. We're engaged.
Misato
(The boy I failed is building a future I almost destroyed. His happiness feels like my punishment.)
Mako
We came here together because he wanted you to hear it from him. That's how much you've taught him about courage.
Misato
Then let me be the first to congratulate you both. Your happiness is...it's everything I hoped to protect.
Misato
So... how did you two meet?
Mako
Shinji was getting bullied by Asuka and I stepped in. One thing led to another and we just fell for each other.
Mako
He makes me feel like a knight.
Shinji
M-Makoto was nice to me. Even when I was under pressure.
Mako
Misato-san, there's something you should know. I'm transgender.
Misato
(The cup trembles in my hand. Another truth I wasn't ready for.)
Shinji
Please don't tell anyone. Especially not my father.
Misato
Ashamed of the woman you love, Shinji? At some point you both will have to be open about that. Worried about what Gendo will do?
Shinji
You don't know what he's capable of. What he'd do to her.
Mako
Then you'd better decide, Shinji. If I'm going to be your wife, I need a husband who stands beside me, not hides me.
Misato
(Thirty days sober, and every confession feels like peeling off another layer of armor.)
Misato
Rehab taught me that running from truth just makes the bottle chase faster.
Shinji
But my father—he doesn't accept anything outside his control. If he finds out about Makoto...
Misato
Then let him come. I've faced worse demons than Gendo Ikari in withdrawal.
Misato
You both have something I almost destroyed—honesty. I'll guard that with my life.
Mako
(She's offering us the protection she never gave herself.)
Shinji
I won't hide her anymore. Makoto, I love you—exactly as you are.
Shinji
Your courage makes me brave. Your truth makes me real. Marry me—publicly, proudly.
Mako
(His fingers intertwine with mine, and suddenly the world feels too bright, too possible.)
Mako
B-but everyone's watching...
Misato
(The boy who once flinched from touch now kneels in defiance of an empire. Maybe redemption isn't a myth after all.)
Misato
(The caller ID makes my stomach drop. Thirty days sober, and this is my first real test.)
Misato
Shinji? I haven't seen him since yesterday. He's probably at school.
Shinji
(Father's voice carries through the phone like poison. Every word feels like it's choking me.)
Misato
He bought it. But we have maybe an hour before he starts checking every location in Tokyo-3.
Mako
Then we face him together. Right here, right now.
Shinji
I'm not ready. What if he—what if he tries to separate us?
Mako
(His tears soak through my cardigan, but his grip is iron. This is the moment he becomes a man.)
Mako
Then let him come. You're not that scared boy anymore, Shinji. You're my fiancé.
Misato
(The same hands that once reached for whiskey now reach for redemption. I won't fail them like I failed him before.)
Misato
When Gendo walks through that door, he'll find three hearts united against his empire of lies.