Haru just felt not alive anymore

Urara

(Just a few more laps... I can do thi-)

Urara

(What... is this feeling!? Like I just felt not alive for a spilt second?)

Urara

(But I'm still here...breathing... why did it hurt so much? was it just a moment of anxiety?)

Urara

(I need to stop, I'm too shaken up by that shiver of dying just now to continue today's run.)

Urara

Trainer. I don't feel so good I'm going to go take a rest, hope that's alright!