Just Not Enough For His Love

Tomoko

(This notebook fell from the sky... and that creepy guy said I could make anyone do anything if I write their name?)

Ryuk

Human, you have the death note. You do with it what you please. Just don't bore me.

Tomoko

Nagisa Kaworu... you'll be my boyfriend starting tomorrow!

Kaworu

(Why do I feel compelled to approach that girl? This sensation... it's not natural.)

Tomoko

Kaworu-kun! I've been waiting for you!

Kaworu

I'm sorry, but my heart belongs to someone else... someone with more masculine energy.

Tomoko

(Even the Death Note can't make someone love me... because I'm not even his type?!)

Ryuk

The Death Note controls actions, not orientation. This is more entertaining than I expected!

Tomoko

(If I can't be his type as a girl... I'll become his type!)

Kaworu

(This compulsion to meet her daily... but why does she keep changing?)

Tomoko

Kaworu-kun! Your prince has arrived!

Ryuk

(She's using the Death Note to cross-dress! This is priceless!)

Kaworu

I admire your effort, but forced affection isn't love. Even with supernatural powers.

Tomoko

(The Death Note can't change someone's heart... only their actions. I'm still unlovable.)

Ryuk

But what if you wrote something else? The Death Note has rules about love you haven't discovered...

Tomoko

(There are more rules? Maybe I can make him love me... by making someone else disappear.)

Kaworu

Shinji... he's gone. The note in my locker said it was sudden heart failure. He was only 14...

Tomoko

(He's actually crying... over another guy. But now he'll need someone, and I'm here.)

Tomoko

Kaworu-kun... I heard about Ikari-kun. You don't have to be alone right now.

Kaworu

Hold me... just for a moment. I feel like I'm falling apart.

Ryuk

(She actually did it. Killed his love interest to become his shoulder to cry on. Brilliant and twisted.)

Tomoko

(He's... he's actually letting me hold him. The Death Note worked, just differently than I planned.)

Kaworu

Why do I feel drawn to you? This isn't just grief... it's like something is pulling us together.

Tomoko

(He can feel the Death Note's influence! What if he figures out what I did?)

Kaworu

Maybe... maybe Shinji's death brought me to you for a reason. Maybe I need to stop fighting what I feel.

Ryuk

But here's the delicious part - the Death Note's effect lasts for 23 days. After that, will his feelings fade with the compulsion?

Kaworu

This notebook... it has Shinji's name written in it. The exact day he died.

Kaworu

Did you kill him, Tomoko? Did you use this thing to make him die?

Tomoko

I... I didn't mean for it to happen like this! I just wanted you to be with me!

Tomoko

The Death Note... it was supposed to make you love me, not... not this!

Tomoko

But we can still be together! Marry me, Kaworu! I can make you happy!

Tomoko

I'll use the note again! I'll make everyone who opposes us disappear!

Kaworu

You murdered the person I loved... and now you want me to love you back?

Kaworu

You're not just unlovable, Tomoko. You're a monster who doesn't deserve to be loved.

Tomoko

(He's right... I am a monster. I killed for love and still ended up with nothing.)

Ryuk

The Death Note isn't yours anymore. You broke the rules by telling him about it.

Ryuk

Besides, you've become boring again. Same old lonely girl, just with more blood on her hands.

Tomoko

Wait! Don't leave me too! Everyone always leaves me alone!

Tomoko

At least... at least eat the apple I left for you!

Ryuk

(23 days of fake love, one real heartbreak, and a lifetime of loneliness. Deliciously tragic.) I'm going, Peacemaker is on.